snapshots on film, folder 5-14-773

THE DELIGHT I FELT WALKING MELTING STREETS

summer sun searing my shoulder blades

pitch
kissing the soles of my shoes

jumping in petroleum puddles
popping tar bubbles
on my way home from school

blue bottles of glass on white window panes

chamomile
growing wild in the driveway weeds

a curl of smoke from a burning cigarette
orbiting the steering column

the flutter
of a luminescent green eyelid
a smile from the very first girl i loved

translucent
honeycomb bleeding
sweetness through your teeth

the wet flower heart of an artichoke

the low
warm
glow
shining onto a lover’s face
as the blanket you’re sharing begins to burn

the safety and truth of a planetarium
so simple to leave the earth far behind

and
the way the tapestry on the ceiling fluttered
in the candlelight when i was a child

 

THIS IS THE PART WHERE YOU FORGET YOU’RE SLEEPING

MY HANDS SMELL LIKE INCENSE BUT IN MY EARS ARE TIDES, pulsing. tides, in and out, swelling and roaring, sheets of blood washing over the top step; cascading earthward, splattering, smacking and washing away a million tiny instances of dust, aged polyurethane, and sainthood.

i remember too much, and i work feverishly to hide it. i appear dumb, fawn-like, and impervious to cold reason. i am, instead, the first citizen of a new nation. as such, i must remain diplomatic. Continue reading “THIS IS THE PART WHERE YOU FORGET YOU’RE SLEEPING”